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Tuesday, April 18, 2023

What the movie 'Up' is about

Pixar released the movie 'Up' in mid-2009, so to write a review on a movie this old would be... well... a bit behind. However, this isn't quite a review, it is taking up the symbolic architecture of the movie and writing commentary about what it is saying. Commentaries, should the subject matter be timeless, can be written anew as often as someone likes. I mean, there's a reason ministries - whose sole purpose is to write commentary on the bible - still exist. 

So, the symbolic architecture in relation to pop culture actually starts with Russell, the boy scout that is just trying to earn his last merit badge. The trope that the movie is playing off is the good deed that is "helping an elderly person across the road." We're all aware that this trope exists, and has been around for long enough that it is universally deemed good-natured to "help an elderly person across the road." However, we think about it far too literally, and the reason we think about it literally is that our society has become less and less attached to the elderly people living in the world. Frankly, there are a lot of people who are just waiting for their parents to die off so that the burden of caring for them can be lifted from their worries. Having taken trips to Thailand and seeing multi-generational homes in places like Switzerland and such has made me come to appreciate the love and the care that happens in homes where parents and grandparents are welcome to cohabitate with their sons and daughters. There is a lot of cultural responsibility in play as well, but I personally think it's a good way of "honoring your father and mother". 

And I'm sure the spirit of this is along the same lines as "helping the elderly cross the street". Whether or not you have done it yourself is not of great concern. I'm sure there are a lot of us that have seen videos of it happening, and that can be quite heartwarming. I for one have never seen it happen before me, and to the best of my knowledge, I have never done such a thing myself. I applaud you if you are someone who has done such a thing. However, my conclusion is that what people are really supposed to be doing as their "good deed" is helping the elderly cross the street of their time of death and help them take the step into eternity. Our job as young scouts is not just to help the elderly person with making sure they make it across the street before the oncoming traffic light turns green but to calm the inner storm and anxieties of the impending feeling of doom, and the regret of dreams that have never been lived out and to allow them to make peace of their lives in whatever way they can. Crossing the street has never been about just crossing the street, it has been about passing on our legacy and preparing the next generation with what we have learned in order to best equip them to live their lives. 

In regards to our responsibility as community living people that have the dying generation among us, I think we should really consider it a blessing and an "awe moment" where, like the narrator from Tuesdays With Morrie, we're able to glimpse the edge of eternity and see that it stares back at us in presence, love, and mystery. Everybody has a loved one who has passed or will pass soon or may be on the verge of it sometime in the future, even so, we can express the same thought about ourselves. We are all pieces of the eternal on our way back. The great everything and all in between. To assist the elderly across the street is really to remind us that our day-to-day activities may not matter all that much and that we all require reminders to tell us we are who we are because they have gone before us. To help someone cross the street is to help them realize that their lives are both infinitesimally small, whilst also belonging to something infinitely huge. 

Saturday, March 11, 2023

Sometimes when we ask God what He wants us to do He turns around and asks us what we want

It's an image that I've thought about in throne room worship a few times. God turning around on His throne to look at me. Maybe I'll be behind him. I don't know what that implies, other than the mystery of it is about as mysterious as the dark side of the moon. He's not like one of the angels with eyes all around, He has two. A fun sidetrack but not what this post will be about. 

Obviously, the "turning around" in the title is colloquial for "flipping the question we just asked Him on its head and asking us in return what He would like for us to know." Since we've been thinking about joining the staff here in Amsterdam, I've been pondering this a bit wanting to make sure that the prayers we send up are first in submission and preferring God and His will. Then since I haven't really heard anything about this subject come up I let it bubble up inside me imagining what my preferences might say based on the experiences that I've had at YWAM bases and what I've learned so far about this base. 

The biggest thing I've been wondering about is whether we'll get to get into our own apartment sometime soon, and what that will look like, but since we're wanting to commit to this land more ferociously than worrying about how we'll land there, I suppose there are some things that I'd like to find here to make it easiest for us to be life-givers and builders of the kingdom. 

One of the exciting things about the prayer house is that it seems to interface with heaven quite well when concentrated on it, God's presence is complete there, and the logistics of being on staff are also very flexible with the activities that we would want to involve ourselves in. Like I'm free to spend a lot of time composing, producing, and working in the studio, as well as in the prayer house and with the churches in the city. I'm also free to get involved with other ministries I think as I see fit, and join staff on a school or two later on. Also since Evelinn is interested in staffing schools as Elizah grows up a bit, it's encouraging to see that we have a lot of freedom and that the communication of such space is up to us as far as getting it across to the leaders. 

Some things that I would really like to find in this city are those spots of open heaven and places where God wants to meet with me that aren't so public maybe, or bogged down by loads of spiritual grime. Either that or that He takes us out to be refreshed in a land where heaven is close frequently. 

It's a particular spot to be in city-wise, though. There is unprecedented influence and culture that comes out of this city, and the strategy that God has for this place, in the greater vision of the world, and of Europe, could be immense. Since we believe in living out our faith through action, and the opportunities to do that here are quite bottomless, we are settling in quite well to the idea that we're going to be here for some time.